Well to be more specific I hate that my clothes 9none of them) fit properly while Im losing weight and that when i am at my ideal weight i will have to get new clothing.
I also hate the obsession.
ok so here is a good example.
When I got married the first time I weighed ALMOST 300 pounds...and on a 5 foot 4 frame...in a white strapless wedding gown...it wasn't pretty. I looked horrible.
While on our honeymoon my ex's grandmother died and we had to go to her funeral. all of the family we had seen a week before at the wedding was there...with pictures.
I was mortified with how I looked. So I lost the weight. It took my 2 years to get to the weight i wanted.
Then I went through multiple losses and a just really bad marriage. I lost my job and moved back home with my mom.
Where i satyed well feed for 5 months...and then i moved in with david...where i stayed well feed...all the time.
The day I had penny i weighed a whopping 221 pounds. And I started off the pregnancy at 215 pounds.
I know weigh 175.
I still need to lose weight. At least another 25. i would love to make it 35 though.
*sigh* whenever i start talking weightloss...It alwasy makes me want to go eat a cupcake.
I hate losing weight!