The last 4 weeks have been...difficult...to say the least.
D being out of work has been an adjustment. Our scheduals got totally thrown off.
Penny and I have got back on our normal routin somewhat and slowley D is as well.
But he has also gotton sick.
and now I am getting sick to. ugh.
With no jobs calling him back we have been discussing options. canceling our phone and internet service. we have cell phones which are pay as you go and cheaper and our apartment offers free wi-fi.
canceling the storage untit and selling things.
The bottom line is if he doesn't have a jb within the next few weeks...penny and i will be moving in with my parents and he apparently will be living out of his car until he finds a job.
Pride will not let him move with us.
i hate HATE HATE this.
I have been crying everyday just thinking about it.
i feel so incredibly helpless right now.
My family is possibly breaking up and I am looking at not having my husband with me everynight for the first time since we started dating. Penny loves her dad. She is used to seeing him every day. how will she adjust?
All i can think anymore is "what will become of us?"