I am so sick and tired of crying, being worried, being scared.
I just want some hope...just a little bit.
Everynight my prayers are the same...
"Please god...help us. Please let david get a job. Or let me get a job. Please watch over and protect my family"
Today while D was sleeping the phone rang. It was his old manager.
And then there it was...
Maybe a job. Maybe the thing that will help.
Help get us out of debt.
Help D stop being depressed.
Help us stop being worried about what we are going to do after the first of the month when the money is gone.
My prayers have changed.
"Thank you god for giving us this hope."